What’s life without love? True love. Is it so hard to find? Or am I just blind?

I don’t want to settle for anyone whose not my soulmate and my heart home. Where it feels like for lifetimes we’ve known each other, and yet, when it magically arrives I get lost. Lost in my thoughts and worries, like a road that I know is there and yet can’t seem to figure out how to turn on the light.